jogging
by shell
Completely burnt out. Went for a run today, that mile helped some but I am still just holding my breath and waiting for things to turn around abit. I move into my new place mid-June, so for now I am sleeping at mummays and catching the bus into town for work. I can take more, not saying I want too- just saying I have been through worse. I was starting to get off track and God is just wanting me to see where my life is suppose to be going.
The last three or four months have just been me lossing my focus in a sea of boys and resumes. Now the boys were slightly unproductive but the resumes weren’t…I just wish one of them will take hold sometime soon. I want to be able to have some free time to take care of myself and some other people as well. If I don’t find a new job by mid June I will take up another part time position and forget about this crappy job search shit that is obviously not going anywhere because guess what…the economy sucks and there is really no place for someone with out the covetted sheet of paper, no matter how much you know.
If I have to listen to one more damn country song telling me about the american dream I am going to puke. Want to rub the lack of family and white picket houses in my face some more please? Heres the thing about the perfect love they always sing about…I can’t seem to find someone without a servere mental disorder for even a mediocre love let alone a perfect love. I have exchanged the real time persuit of Mr Right for the psuedo-reality of romance novels, now all I need is ten cats and fifty nine more pounds and I will be set. Guess who hasn’t been laid in a while :)
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