GRRR arg.
by shell
wow. so…um, yeah. aaron and i broke up a few weeks ago, so you can imagine how odd it was when i had to stay at his place last night since the Days Inn was completely booked. OMG, what the hell did i EVER see in him? calm down shell, it will be ok. No it won’t. He lied to me again last night, this time though was like the breaking point. I dont think I even want to be friends with him anymore. No in fact I know i dont want to be friends with him. Besides it being the fifth time that i caught him lying, this time he put my life in danger which is defiently not cool.
On my way back into town i had called him to see if it would be ok to stay there he said sure. He said he would wait for me before he went to this party he was going to so that i could get into his house and preferably pass out (9+ hour car rides have that effect on you). So when i get into town i call him and he is already at the frigging party.
Are you drinking i ask
…a lil, i only had one.
You shouldn’t drive i told him.
I will be fine, he says, i am drinking soda now…i’ll get someone to drive me if it is too bad. I will see you around 11.
11? wtf am i going to do till 11…i need sleep now ahem* alright, c you then, i will be up in the lab.
so 11 roles around and in walks aaron, reeking of alcohol.
are you drunk? i ask him
no. i quit drinking a couple hours ago.
so abnoxious and stinky he starts talking of the party which makes my stomach turn so i change the subject, start showing him lilith and picks of what i did in vermont, seeing how drunk he really is through the conversation but he just seems to be slightly more annoying than usual and that could be explained by the weird situation we are now in. so i decide to leave with him and when we get in the car, i realize the error of my ways.
i get back to the house and offer to drive him to work. he declines, i can’t convince him otherwise short of knocking him. so i crawl into bed and he calls me from work once he gets there.
are you buzzing? i ask
a lil he laughs...even though this is seriously not funny. Drunk driving is like the deadliest sin in my book. i hang up, roll over and go to sleep.
the next morning he takes me out for breakfast…donuts in the park, mainly b/c i don’t want to go to the lighthouse like he always does. and i find out that when he said one beer he really meant 6 and when he said he was drinking soda he forgot to mention it was spiked with J.D. and everclear. i looked at him and walked away. when we finally got back to campus i asked nadler if he could drive me to the train station b/c i couldn’t stomach another minute with aaron let alone another hour and a half till my train came.
one day when i am sitting under a tree by the water reading tillich and eating strawberry shortcake while children play in outfits of white gauze like my own i will look back on my life and laugh a great laugh that will shake the heavens and the gods will laugh with me.
waiting for rainbows
~shell
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