I guess I really didn’t know what to expect. Maybe I did, maybe i was neive and stupid enough to let my guard down. I should have known better. He went way for a week down in miami and rarely called. I knew why, i just didn’t want to believe it. He comes back and tells me “I’m going to join the coast guard.” Ok. I don’t question, just nod. Later he tells me of all his stories from the past week. All of them “Meghan and I….”, “We….”, “Everywhere she was I was there.” Finally hits me with a “She’s in the Coast Guard, you know.”

Bring me more wine. I need to drink myself under tonight.