38 weeks…1 day. I’ve been having icky contractions for about a week or two, the kind where you feel like everthing is crampy and falling out and your stomach is hard and you can’t breathe and SEE! This is what i get for allowing them to stop it at 34 weeks (Oh yeah… nice trip to the hospital @ 34 weeks with contractions between 3 to 4 minutes apart. The nurse said we were doing better than the lady down the hall, but they had to stop them since we were in preterm still). Now I am never going to have her. She’s like me, all bull headed and such. If this stuff doesn’t do something soon I will cry. And if someone tells me I am carrying high again I will cry. And if my back doesn’t either quit hurting our help me drop this kid in the next few days I will cry.

On a lighter note, the baby’s head is “right there” and the other doctor scheduled another appointment for next week but she “doubts she will see me then.” I am hanging on to these two things in hope.